Through life you may have been taught to shut the door on past experiences.
To let the past in the past.
To keep your pain to yourself.
To leave your trauma alone and avoid thinking about it.
From a young age, you were silenced any time that you expressed intense emotions.
Told to go to your room perhaps, knowing that parental love and gentleness would be withdrawn if you allowed yourself to fully express your heart in the moment.
So we grow into mildly functional adults, unable to live a life that is free from chains.
Because shutting the door on something does not make that something go away…
If anything, the monster inside the closet just grows bigger and uglier the longer it stays locked inside.
Until one day you find yourself with an acute mental and/or physical illness.
Anxiety, depression, numbness. Perhaps even self-hatred.
Chronic illness, cancer, auto immune disorders..
Which are nothing but a sign that whatever you shut behind the door is rotting... And it’s time to clean up. 🧹
Ayahuasca is that loving teacher that brings you to those doors that have parts of you locked within them, and holds your hand as you make peace with them.
Memories, emotions, choices, people and events.
Ayahuasca allows you to unpack the black box of the subconscious so you can claim ALL OF YOU back. And be whole once again.
It is not by shaming, distancing and distracting ourselves away from our past situations that we will find solace.
Peace of mind will ONLY come when you’ve had the courage to look into all of those areas that you have judged, shamed and casted away. 🙏🏽
And welcome them back with open arms and a feast, with love and perhaps tears, for those were parts of you…
Finally coming back into integrity.
That’s what healing does:
It allows you to Re-member who you are.
That means, to put yourself back together.
Are you ready?
It’s a hero’s journey. <3
If you feel the calling to sit with Ayahuasca, in a container held by Colombian Shamans at a sacred temple in the middle of the mountain forests, please check: